Searching endlessly
Chaos thoughts await
Mourning thoughtlessly
My life; it had always been orchestrate

Like a puppeteer
You led me around
Making me speak the lies
That were never found

I was always caught
In the illusions you had created
Too naive to do anything about it

But I realized something
That had made me open my eyes
I had realized something
I couldn't believe it
It must be a lie

The things around me
Aren't what they seem
The people; the friends
Are they really what they want to be?

And then there's me
Who seem so out of place
It's like I had an epiphany
Because I suddenly realize my horrible mistake

Like a puppeteer
You led me around
I had always spoken your lies
Never wishing to utter a sound

And now these thoughts
Are crashing into me
These awful images
Are all that I can really see

I was too vulnerable
To face the world
Too weak and pathetic
Why
Why
Why is it always me?

Like a puppeteer
You led me around
I was always lied to
And it's because of you that I am bound